Antidosis

for I have so lived all my life till now that no man either under the oligarchy or under the democracy has ever charged me with any offense, whether of violence or injury,[*](The distinction between U(/BRIS(violence) and A)DIKI/A(injury) is hardly technical. It seems to be between crimes of personal violence, such as assault, and other offenses against the law in general.) nor will any man be found to have sat either as arbitrator[*](Certain issues might be kept out of court by being referred to an arbitrator, either agreed upon by the parties concerned or designated by lot from the public arbitrators provided for by law. See Lipsius, Das attische Recht p. 220 ff.) or as judge upon my actions. For I have schooled myself to avoid giving any offense to others, and, when I have been wronged by others, not to seek revenge in court but to adjust the matter in dispute by conferring with their friends.

All this has availed me nothing; on the contrary, I who have lived to this advanced age without complaint from anyone could not be in greater jeopardy if I had wronged all the world. Yet I am not utterly discouraged because I face so great a penalty;[*](Isocrates seems to pretend throughout that he, like Socrates, is being tried on a capital charge.) no, if you will only hear me with good will, I am very confident that those who have been misled as to my pursuits and have been won over by my would-be slanderers will promptly change their views, while those who think of me as I really am will be still more confirmed in their opinion.

But in order that I may not overtax your patience by speaking at undue length before coming to the subject, I shall leave off this discussion and attempt forthwith to inform you on the question which you are to vote upon. Please read the indictment.[*](Here, as elsewhere, Isocrates preserves the fiction of a court scene by calling upon the clerk to read the formal charge.)