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                    <TEI xmlns="http://www.tei-c.org/ns/1.0"><text xml:lang="eng"><body><div type="translation" n="urn:cts:greekLit:tlg0010.tlg021.perseus-eng2" xml:lang="eng"><div n="1" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p> When I was younger, I elected not to write the kind of discourse which deals with
            myths<note anchored="true" resp="ed">See General Introduction p. 22. Yet he deals with
            the legend of Demeter in <bibl n="Isoc. 4">Isoc. 4</bibl> and with that of Heracles in
              <bibl n="Isoc. 5">Isoc. 5</bibl>, and, half playfully, he goes into the stories of
            Helen and Busiris in the discourses devoted to them. See General Introduction.</note>
          nor that which abounds in marvels and fictions,<note anchored="true" resp="ed">Cf. <bibl n="Isoc. 10.4">Isoc. 10.4 ff.</bibl>, Vol. III., L.C.L.</note> although the majority
          of people are more delighted with this literature than with that which is devoted to their
          welfare and safety;<note anchored="true" resp="ed">See <bibl n="Isoc. 7.1">Isoc.
              7.1</bibl>.</note> nor did I choose the kind which recounts the ancient deeds and wars
          of the Hellenes, although I am aware that this is deservedly praised,<note anchored="true" resp="ed">One of his pupils, Theopompus, was a historian. For Isocrates' attitude to the
            historians see Blass, <title>Die attische Beredsamkeit</title> 2. p. 49.</note> nor,
          again, that which gives the impression of having been composed in a plain and simple
          manner and is lacking in all the refinements of style,<note anchored="true" resp="ed">For
            the plain style affected by the forensic orators, notably Lysias, see Jebb, <title>Attic
              Orators</title>1. pp. 159 ff. Cf. <bibl n="Isoc. 4">Isoc. 4</bibl>.</note> which those
          who are clever at conducting law-suits urge our young men tocultivate, </p></div><div n="2" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p>especially if they wish to have the advantage over their adversaries.<note anchored="true" resp="ed">Isocrates despised this kind of writing. See General
            Introduction.</note> No, I left all these to others and devoted my own efforts to giving
          advice on the true interests of Athens and of the rest of the Hellenes,<note anchored="true" resp="ed">See General Introduction.</note> writing in a style rich in
          many telling points, in contrasted and balanced phrases not a few,<note anchored="true" resp="ed">The Gorgian figures, <term>antithesis</term> and <term>parisosis</term>, which
            Dionysius of <placeName key="tgn,7016142">Halicarnassus</placeName> complained (<bibl n="D.H. Isoc. 14">Dion. Hal. Isoc. 14</bibl>) were excessively used in the <bibl n="Isoc. 4.71">Isoc. 4.71-81</bibl>.</note> and in the other figures of speech which
          give brilliance to oratory<note anchored="true" resp="ed">See General Introduction.</note>
          and compel the approbation and applause of the audience. </p></div><div n="3" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p> Now, however, I have completely given up these devices of rhetoric.<note anchored="true" resp="ed">An exaggeration. They abound in this discourse, but his earlier efforts were
            more ornate. Cf. <bibl n="Isoc. 5.27">Isoc. 5.27-28</bibl>, and <bibl n="Isoc. 15.195">Isoc. 15.195</bibl>.</note> For I do not think it is becoming to the ninety-four
          years which I have lived nor, in general, to men whose hair has at length turned to
            grey<note anchored="true" resp="ed">An echo of <bibl n="Plat. Apol. 17">Plat. Apol.
              17</bibl>.</note> to continue to speak in this fashion, but rather in the manner which
          every man, should he so desire, would hope to command, although no man can easily attain
          it without hard work and close application. </p></div><div n="4" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p> I have said this at the beginning in order that if the discourse which is now about to
          be presented to the public should appear to some to be more feeble<note anchored="true" resp="ed">Cf. same apology in <bibl n="Isoc. 5.149">Isoc. 5.149</bibl>; <bibl n="Isoc. 15.9">Isoc. 15.9</bibl>; <bibl n="Isoc. L. 6.6">Isoc. Letter
            6.6</bibl>.</note> than those which have been published in former years, they may not
          compare it in the matter of rhetorical variety and finish to my former compositions but
          may judge it in relation to the subject matter which I have deemed appropriate to the
          present occasion. </p></div><div n="5" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p> I intend to discuss the achievements of <placeName key="perseus,Athens">Athens</placeName> and the virtues of our ancestors, although I shall not begin with
          them but with a statement of my personal experience, since it is more urgent, I think, to
          begin with this. For notwithstanding that I strive to live in a manner above reproach and
          without offence to others, I am continually being misrepresented by obscure and worthless
          sophists and being judged by the general public, not by what I really am, but by what they
          hear from others.<note anchored="true" resp="ed">Cf. <bibl n="Isoc. 15.4">Isoc.
              15.4-8</bibl>.</note>
        </p></div><div n="6" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p>I wish, therefore, to preface my discussion with a word about myself and about those who
          have this attitude towards me, in order that, if only it lies within my power to do so, I
          may put an end to the abuse of my calumniators and give to the public a clear
          understanding of the work to which I am devoted. For if I succeed in setting forth a true
          picture of this in my discourse, I hope not only that I myself may pass the rest of my
          days free from annoyance but that my present audience will give better attention to the
          discourse which is about to be delivered. </p></div><div n="7" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p> I am not going to hesitate to tell you frankly of the confusion which now comes into my
          thoughts, of the strangeness of my feelings on the present occasion, and of my perplexity
          as to whether I am doing anything to the purpose. For I have had my share of the greatest
          goods of life—the things which all men would pray the gods to have as their portion:<note anchored="true" resp="ed">For the “greatest goods” cf. <bibl n="Plat. Laws 631c">Plat.
              Laws 631c</bibl>; <bibl n="Aristot. Rh. 1.5">Aristot. Rh. 1.5</bibl>; and Herrick's
            rendering of the famous Greek skolion: “Health is the first good lent to men;/A gentle
            disposition then;/Next, to be rich by no by-wayes;/Lastly, with friends t'enjoy our
            dayes.”</note> first of all, I have enjoyed health both of body and of soul, not in
          common degree, but in equal measure with those who have been most blessed in these
            respects;<note anchored="true" resp="ed">Cf. <bibl n="Bacchyl. Ep. 1.27">Bacchyl. 1.27
              ff.</bibl> (<bibl n="Bacchyl. Ep. 1.55">Bacchyl. 1.55 ff.</bibl>, Jebb's edition):
              <foreign xml:lang="greek">ei) d' u(giei/gas qnato\s e)w\n e)/laxen, zw/ein t' a)p'
              oi)kei/wn e)/xei, prw/tois e)ri/zei</foreign>.</note> secondly, I have been in
          comfortable circumstances, so that I have not lacked for any of the moderate satisfactions
          nor for those that a sensible man would desire; </p></div><div n="8" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p>and, lastly, I have been ranked, not among those who are despised or ignored, but among
          those whom the most cultivated of the Hellenes will recall and talk about as men of
          consequence and worth. And yet, although I have been blessed with all these gifts, some in
          surpassing, others in sufficient measure, I am not content to live on these terms; on the
          contrary, my old age is so morose and captious and discontented that I have oftentimes
          before this found fault with my nature, </p></div><div n="9" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p>which no other man has contemned, and have deplored my fortune, although I have had no
          complaint against it other than that the philosophy which I have chosen to pursue has been
          the object of unfortunate and unscrupulous attacks.<note anchored="true" resp="ed">Such as
            are described at the beginning of the <bibl n="Isoc. 15.">Isoc. 15.</bibl>.</note> As to
          my nature, however, I realized that it was not robust and vigorous enough for public
          affairs and that it was not adequate nor altogether suited to public discourse, and that,
          furthermore, although it was better able to form a correct judgement of the truth of any
          matter than are those who claim to have exact knowledge,<note anchored="true" resp="ed">See General Introduction; <bibl n="Isoc. 13.7">Isoc. 13.7 ff.</bibl></note> yet for
          expounding the truth before an assemblage of many people it was, if I may say so, the
          least competent in all the world. </p></div><div n="10" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p>For I was born more lacking in the two things which have the greatest power in Athens—a
          strong voice and ready assurance<note anchored="true" resp="ed">Cf. <bibl n="Isoc. 5.81">Isoc. 5.81</bibl> and note; <bibl n="Isoc. L. 1.9">Isoc. Letter 1.9 ff.</bibl>; <bibl n="Isoc. L. 8.7">Isoc. Letter 8.7</bibl>; and <bibl n="Aristoph. Kn. 217">Aristoph.
              Kn. 217 ff.</bibl>: <foreign xml:lang="greek">ta\ d' a)/lla soi pro/sesti dhmagwgika/,
              fwnh\ miara/, ge/gonas kakw=s, a)go/raios ei)=: e)xeis a(/panta pro\s politei/an a(\
              dei=</foreign>.</note>—than, I dare say, any of my fellow-citizens. And those who are
          not endowed with these are condemned to go about in greater obscurity so far as public
          recognition is concerned than those who owe money to the state;<note anchored="true" resp="ed">An unpaid fine entailed disfranchisement in Athens.</note> for the latter have
          still the hope of paying off the fine assessed against them, whereas the former can never
          change their nature. </p></div><div n="11" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p>And yet I did not permit these disabilities to dishearten me nor did I allow myself to
          sink into obscurity or utter oblivion, but since I was barred from public life I took
          refuge in study and work and writing down my thoughts, choosing as my field, not petty
          matters nor private contracts, nor the things about which the other orators prate, but the
          affairs of <placeName key="tgn,1000074">Hellas</placeName> and of kings and of
            states.<note anchored="true" resp="ed">See General Introduction.</note> Wherefore I
          thought that I was entitled to more honor than the speakers who come before you on the
          platform in proportion as my discourses were on greater and nobler themes than theirs. But
          nothing of the sort has come to pass. </p></div><div n="12" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p>And yet all men know that the majority of the orators have the audacity to harangue the
          people, not for the good of the state, but for what they themselves expect to gain,<note anchored="true" resp="ed">See <bibl n="Isoc. 7.24">Isoc. 7.24</bibl> and note.</note>
          while I and mine not only abstain more than all others from the public funds but expend
          more than we can afford from our private means on the needs of the commonwealth;<note anchored="true" resp="ed">See <bibl n="Isoc. 15.144">Isoc. 15.144-152</bibl> and
            notes.</note> and they know, </p></div><div n="13" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p>furthermore, that these orators are either wrangling among themselves<note anchored="true" resp="ed">Cf., for this contrast between the other orators and himself,
              <bibl n="Isoc. 15.147">Isoc. 15.147-149</bibl>.</note> in the assemblies over deposits
          of money<note anchored="true" resp="ed">For this common cause of controversy see <bibl n="Isoc. 4.188">Isoc. 4.188</bibl> and note. Such controversies were sometimes
            referred to the General Assembly and there debated and voted upon.</note> or insulting
          our allies<note anchored="true" resp="ed">Cf. <bibl n="Isoc. 12.142">Isoc. 12.142</bibl>
            and <bibl n="Isoc. 15.318">Isoc. 15.318</bibl>.</note> or blackmailing<note anchored="true" resp="ed">Cf. <bibl n="Isoc. 15.318">Isoc. 15.318</bibl>.</note>
          whosoever of the rest of the world chances to be the object of their attacks, while I, for
          my part, have led the way in discourses which exhort the Hellenes to concord among
          themselves and war against the barbarians </p></div><div n="14" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p>and which urge that we all unite in colonizing a country so vast and so vulnerable that
          those who have heard the truth about it assert with one accord that if we are sensible and
          cease from our frenzy against each other we can quickly gain possession of it without
          effort and without risk and that this territory will easily accommodate all the people
          among us who are in want of the necessities of life.<note anchored="true" resp="ed">The
            theme of <bibl n="Isoc. 4">Isoc. 4</bibl> and of <bibl n="Isoc. 5">Isoc.
            5</bibl>.</note> And these are enterprises than which, should all the world unite in the
          search, none could be found more honorable or more important or more advantageous to us
          all. </p></div><div n="15" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p> But in spite of the fact that myself and these orators are so far apart in our ways of
          thinking and that I have chosen a field so much more worthy, the majority of people
          estimate us, not in accordance with our merits, but in a confused and altogether
          irrational manner. For they find fault with the character of the popular orators and yet
          put them at the head of affairs and invest them with power over the whole state; and,
          again, they praise my discourses and yet are envious of me personally for no other reason
          than because of these very discourses which they receive with favor. So unfortunately do I
          fare at their hands. </p></div><div n="16" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p> But why wonder at those who are by nature envious of all superior excellence, when
          certain even of those who regard themselves as superior and who seek to emulate me and
          imitate my work are more hostile to me than is the general public? And yet where in the
          world could you find men more reprehensible—for I shall speak my mind even at the risk of
          appearing to some to discourse with more vehemence and rancor than is becoming to my
          age—where, I say, could you find men more reprehensible than these, who are not able to
          put before their students even a fraction of what I have set forth in my teaching but use
          my discourses as models and make their living from so doing, and yet are so far from being
          grateful to me on this account that they are not even willing to let me alone but are
          always saying disparaging things about me? </p></div><div n="17" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p> Nevertheless, as long as they confined themselves to abusing my discourses, reading them
          in the worst possible manner side by side with their own, dividing them at the wrong
          places, mutilating them, and in every way spoiling their effect, I paid no heed to the
          reports which were brought to me, but possessed myself in patience. However, a short time
          before the Great Panathenaia,<note anchored="true" resp="ed">The Panathenaic festival was
            celebrated in <placeName key="perseus,Athens">Athens</placeName> each year but with
            special magnificence every fourth year, when it was called the Great Panathenaia.</note>
          they stirred me to great indignation. </p></div><div n="18" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p>For some of my friends met me and related to me how, as they were sitting together in the
            Lyceum,<note anchored="true" resp="ed">A sacred enclosure on the right bank of the
              <placeName key="tgn,7010825">Ilissus</placeName>, dedicated to Apollo—a gymnasium and
            exercise ground, but was also frequented by philosophers. Here Aristotle and his pupils
            were wont to gather.</note> three or four of the sophists of no repute— men who claim to
          know everything and are prompt to show their presence everywhere—were discussing the
          poets, especially the poetry of Hesiod and Homer, saying nothing original about them, but
          merely chanting their verses and repeating from memory the cleverest things which certain
          others had said about them in the past.<note anchored="true" resp="ed">Other sophists made
            much of the study and elucidation of the poets, but there is no evidence that Isocrates
            did. See Blass, <title>Die attische Beredsamkeit</title> 2, pp. 46 ff.</note>
        </p></div><div n="19" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p>It seems that the bystanders applauded their performance, whereupon one of these
          sophists, the boldest among them, attempted to stir up prejudice against me, saying that I
          hold all such things in contempt and that I would do away with all the learning and the
          teaching of others, and that I assert that all men talk mere drivel except those who
          partake of my instruction. And these aspersions, according to my friends, were effective
          in turning a number of those present against me. </p></div><div n="20" subtype="section" type="textpart"><p> Now I could not possibly convey to you how troubled and disturbed I was on hearing that
          some accepted these statements as true. For I thought that it was so well known that I was
          waging war against the false pretenders to wisdom and that I had spoken so moderately, nay
          so modestly, about my own powers that no one could be credited for a moment who asserted
          that I myself resorted to such pretensions. </p></div></div></body></text></TEI>
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